An email pops in my inbox……. ‘When someone walks out of your life, they were never meant to be a part of your destiny…..’ Wish I had gotten that years ago.
I will never forget the night he walked out that door. I was left with my greatest demon. Alone and nobody wanted me. The emptiness that I had felt for so many years was now replaced with fear. Panic. Familiar surroundings brought me grief. I was distraught with no identity. I don’t know who I am. I don’t even know what I like. I don’t know what I need to make me whole. And, when you have nowhere to go but on your knees……. you learn to pray.
An excerpt from “Anesthesia – The Numbing of Our Children: How God Can Awaken Your Life” Pat Farrell