Several months ago, I underwent a surgical thyroidectomy for the removal of 3 unknown tumors. Pretty major stuff and I can’t say I was not anxious. I was anxious and knew that all I had was the ability to lean into my spiritual security blanket. So, taking a small bag of toothpaste, a brush and clothing, I checked into the hospital.
Surgery can feel like such a depersonalizing experience. You have to leave all of your familiar surroundings and step into the cold world of technology. Deep inside, I said, “OK, where are you God?” I’m here on this cold stretcher – surrounded by strangers – banded with a bracelet and placing my life in the hands of healthcare professionals – just like me.
I watched, listened and waited for encouragement. My nurses were smiling, pleasant and efficient. They completed all of their necessary tasks and were always in close range. “This is good”, I felt and said to myself.
Suddenly, the curtain parted and there entered yet another healthcare provider. A kind and friendly person, his demeanor was profoundly professional – and yet tender and caring. The entire atmosphere in my little cubicle changed. With him came a silent, yet strong confidence. And, then, after looking at all of the records and answering all of my questions, he simply stopped. He stopped and looked directly into my eyes. He didn’t need words for his ‘spirit’ said everything. What I ‘heard’ was “It’s ok. I know you are afraid and I care about just that very center of who you are.”
There was at that instant a striking moment of connection. He put his arm around my shoulders and my soul was touched. In a moment of stillness, he allowed me to just close my eyes and feel his profound energy of compassion. (HCAHPS scores? He’ll get an ‘always’ from me.)
My question was answered. I knew that this person allowed God to work through him. I knew I was at the right place and in capable hands. I knew that my God had control of this situation and that I was not alone.
My prayers were all answered – the reports came back benign and I have completely recovered. If one day you find yourself as a patient and are facing fear and the unknown – be still and know with certainty that God has control over your life – your breath – your destiny.
If you are blessed to be given the chance to be the caregiver and that could not only be in healthcare but within education, real estate, retail or working within your home, don’t miss the opportunity God will give you everyday to work through you. Don’t miss the chance to experience His passionate power and touch a soul.
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